Friday Confessions

I said I would try before, and I actually remembered that today is Friday, so here it goes. My Friday Confessions for this week! Please don’t expect this to be a regular thing though, at least for a while 🙂

I confess…

I have already had like a million typos. Yes, I realize I only wrote three sentences so far. I bet if I had left them all this post would be unreadable.

I confess…

Tomorrow my brother is getting married and I am missing it. Not by choice, which makes it even harder.

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I have known since basically when we found out we were pregnant that I would have to miss it. The whole time I have had the attitude that life happens and I can’t do anything to change it, so stop worrying about it.

I confess…

That is easier said than done.

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It is hard seeing everyone post on facebook about traveling and being there for stuff already. I really feel like I am missing out.

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I can’t imagine how I will feel tomorrow when it is actually happening. Or when I see pictures.

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I know in 10 years it won’t be an issue anymore, but it sure sucks tonight.

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I can’t say I’d change things though, because then I wouldn’t be about to meet my baby #3.

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I actually have a lot of mixed feelings about that also. This baby is extremely wanted and loved so much already, but

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I am worried about being the mom I want to be to three kids just 25 months apart.

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I worry about having enough energy, and patience, and time for each of them.

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I worry most about the girls and how they will transition into the roll of the big sisters. Will they feel special and important, or pushed to the side? Will they still excel in their learning and development?

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I am so thrilled to have made it this far into this pregnancy. (Does this one go without saying? Or have I said it one too many times yet?)

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I also struggle with feeling confident about things. I worry I am not doing kick counts enough and will miss a problem with the baby.

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I have read WAY too many blogs about parents losing their babies to be able to believe that everything will always be o.k. For some people it just isn’t.

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This is a pretty depressing post. I’m sorry.

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I am actually really happy with my life and where things are headed. I am just a worry-er.

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I have no idea if it should be worry-er, or worrier, or something completely different.

I confess…

I don’t really have a way to end this post. So this will be it. Have a great weekend everyone, and good luck to my brother and his bride tomorrow!

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Published in: on February 24, 2012 at 9:56 pm  Comments (3)  

Confessions

There is a friday blog hop that a couple people I know participate in. It is called Friday Confessions. I like the idea of it, but I have never participated. Honestly because

I confess…

I very rarely know what day of the week it is.

So I thought I would do just my own stand alone post today. I hope you enjoy it.

I confess…

I put the girls in their high chairs and gave them leftover birthday cupcakes in order to do this post.

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I think it is a win-win.

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I am exhausted from this weekend. I am trying to squeeze in all of the last things I want to get done before the baby comes. We got the alignment fixed on the new car, the girls two year check up out of the way, maternity photos taken, the house cleaned, amended taxes done, Russell got a massage, and I got a haircut.

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The girls are already done with their cupcakes.

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I also bought girl scout cookies this weekend.

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I spent more on the cookies than I did on the maternity photos.

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I have no problem with that.

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This pregnancy has flown by and I can’t believe we are going to meet Sprout in 2 weeks!

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The thing I am most looking forward to about not being pregnant is sleeping on my stomach. Man, I miss that.

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I think I am all done preparing and am ready for Sprout to come any time.

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I will probably find something else I deem “really important” to take care of tomorrow.

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This was fun. Maybe I should try to make it a habit. What do you think?

Published in: on February 14, 2012 at 3:55 pm  Comments (2)